IM BACK....

LOL, well I'm back on the up, I think.  After a slightly longer than brief period of yuck, I think I can see the light again! After a wee dose of perspective and a bit of focusing on me, what it'll take to get where I really want to be, I'm hoping i've managed to come through the other side! that's what I've loved most about today! stepping up to the mark, taking responsibility for me again, taking back the control in my life :-D

It's all about me after all! YEY!

My Wee Zuk!

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Can ya guess what I loved about today? LOL! driving my wee Zuk about the place, a great sunny day, she's finally got her front wheel fixed! yey! I love driving, I should've got a job as a rally car racer! I'd love that! haha!

Oh, the smell of fresh cut grass, one of my favourites! Its definitely in my top 5! :-D

I had a really nice walk down the glen near my house, its so so beautiful down there. 

So peaceful! I love it! 

Its Saturday today, and although this is a blog about appreciation, I want to add that saturdays are generally a hard day for me. My friends mostly married or unavailable, Im left to my own devices, which is fine as I'm good with my own company, but sometimes its nice to have a little bit of company, make the weekends something to look forward, as they should be. I hope some day soon that my weekends will be as fun filled as everyone else's :-)

tea anyone?

I have to admit, I never really got the whole "tea" thing, ever the coffee drinker. But of late, I'm loving the crazy black stuff! LOL! I never thought I'd ever say that! 

Well on the the more serious stuff! Today, Im loving......... Laughing with my friends, Its great when someone just "gets" you, even though when explaining something has the potential to get really confused and messy, but they understand you exactly! I love the people in my life. I am truly lucky! 

Ps. Also, as a young Lady, Im loving the compliments on my favourite dress! :-D

.....A little help from a friend

Yesterday was a bit of a major day, highs and lows all over the place. But it was with the help of a great friend that I finally got some clarity, that I've needed for a pretty long time. This is what I loved about yesterday. Realizing that I have people who want to be there for me, as I am for them. Loneliness is an awful feeling, so to come from that to knowing that people care, was truly enlightening. Sometimes all you have to do is answer that question "how are you" in just a slight different way, don't fall back to your standard "I'm great".... especially when you know its a lie.

Thanks Girlie - you know who you are :-)